I run out of ideas.

It is november! Wow!

I can not believe this is almost my first year at the University. It has been a great year. Full of exams, tears, sad moments, great people, new friends, wonderful teachers…

I think I have changed a lot. I feel I can face new challenges with a better attitude. I fell in love with Midwifery! On March I remember I was really sad and frustrated because I did not qualified for the Med School. That was my dream since I was a little girl. And when I knew I was not good enough I felt terrible. 

As time passed I had to deal with the idea and get over it. But that was really, really hard. I had an awful attitude towards everything! I became a bit “aggressive”. I was just scared. I was very disappointed.

And it was even worse. Some subjects had nothing to do with a "clinical area". These subjects were about anthropology, mathematics (a nightmare!) and organic chemistry (another nightmare). Fortunately then I had: biochemistry, biophysics, genetics and such. I believe these are more clinical subjects. And just by then I could feel I was in the right place. It was great to study the origin of diseases, to learn about how what we eat can hurt us, how an injury can affect the blood circulation…  Then with O-HIFA this feeling was re-confirmed, with anatomy and physiology I really fell in love with Obstetrics. I love what I am doing now and I am looking forward to work in a hospital.

The title of this post is “I run out of ideas”. I was sooooooo wrong… I believe I have more ideas now than ever. Sometimes stress can blur our mind. A blog to write and a computer in front, can help us to realize where we are and how different we feel.